It’s been almost two months since I stopped doing chemo. It amazes me how many confirmations God sent my way to assure and comfort me that this is the right thing to do.
Let me tell you how I feel right now: I am incredibly feeling so well, so alive and so normal.
Being normal is a great thing. I don’t feel helpless, disabled and dysfunctional. One thing I don’t miss is the workplace. I enjoy being retired. I’m not idle though.
My husband and I have decided years ago to invest the rest of our lives doing God’s work. We were ministering to the elderly at some nursing homes in Midland when Covid-19 forbid us. But other opportunities to minister never stopped. We make ourselves available and the cries for help keep coming. I know that God healed me and as issues arise will keep healing me.
Right now I’m doing protocols that are helping me stay healthy. God’s arsenal of healing is abundant and limitless. He is true to His promise in John 10:10
"The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have a life, and that they might have it more abundantly. "
There’s nobody in this world who can claim that he knows everything. In the cancer world, ideas, insights and advances happen daily. I try to be abreast but it’s also good to be blissfully ignorant.
I can do so because I trust God. He’s the only One WHO KNOWS EVERYTHING. I can just rest my weary mind to His. I can rest in His care. I will lean on His everlasting arms.
“Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on Thee because he trusteth in Thee.” Is. 26:3.